December 2011
3 posts
this is how I like it, when the conversation is easy and it’s just flowing. I don’t have to think about what to say. We’re teasing each other and you’re making me giggle endlessly. You don’t have to compliment me or talk about anything serious, but this easy conversation is enough to make me fall…
i hate when people call me sweetheart but everytime he does it, I can’t help it, I melt.
he’s such a cutie sometimes, I can’t take it.
November 2011
4 posts
Today it hit: What if I don’t get in to university? Journalism at my number 1 pick is not easy to get in. And what happens if i don’t get in? How will I pick myself up from the heap that I will be in, to proceed? I lost it. I bawled. Twice. Right now there’s nothing more I want. THere is so much pressure. I cannot be the one to falter in my family. How would I be able to show my...
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Him: I'm good laying down listening to some music and talking to a special someone I think you might know herHer name is...Pascale!
Me: yeahh i think i know her. short, loud, sexy as hell? is that her?
Him: Damnnn you do know her and she got a nice smile everytime I'm talking to her she juss makes me wanna smile no matter how mad I am
I’ve been doubting my feelings for the past couple days. I was thinking that maybe I’m just convincing myself that you’re real and that you’re good for me. But then tonight, I talked to you. About absolutely nothing…and it was amazing! you reassured me of the feelings that I thought were fleeting. I’m scared you think that i’m a pussbag or something or...
Restart.
On Saturday I told him how I felt. “I like you” was my exact words. He was shocked beyond belief.
The next day we talked about everything. He asked me that if I found out another rumour about him that I would talk to him about it first before making any judgements. I apologized becuase I know I was wrong. Anyways, soon we started talking about us. He told me he was hesitant because...
October 2011
4 posts
The end.
The end of August-
Me: and we only get to see each other a couple of times so im not gunna waste that time wondering what they're thinking
Him: thats trueee and the times we do get to c each other we dont even talk tht much...n like sunday was fun...we acually had a good convo n made each other laugh n real talks i love dis friendship i wouldnt trade it for anything so its all goood :)
Me: mee too
like honestly, you're so different than when i first met you and like if someone wouldve told me that my sleeping pattern would be effed up becuase i was staying all night to talk to you, i wouldnt have believed them but im grateful you know
Him: girl u got me blushing over here...well i guess back than my head was real big n kept thinkin i could get any girll...than i realized i cant get any girl...God might test me one day n make the girl i want not want me so i decided to stop beeing the big head n deflate it a little bit...so its all good now
Me: and like i know i was a jerk back then and i really never meant anything personal by it
Him: you know what this might sound weird but its ok cause i think thts exactly what i need n dont worry cause u were juss expressing ur self n beeing who u r...u were real wot me n i like tht u never beat around the bush wit me
The end of September:
Me: good luck with whatever you decide and have a good day tomrrow
Him: I'm heading to bed anyways
And thanks
Can't wait till november 5tg
5TH*
October:
Me: cool cool how has the day been?
Him: it was a pretty good day
how was ur day
Me: thats good to hear. mine was pretty good too
Him: im glad to hear tht
when I think the feelings are gone, they just come rushing back.
i’ve literally been waiting weeks to speak to you, just for you to give me one word answers. you always know how to make me feel good about myself.
God, i miss you. i miss you so much just 7 more days. I can do 7 more days.